Never Enough

It took 5 years, 5 months, 14 days..
to finally realize..

That having a steady companion who happens to be goodlooking, nice, smart, adorable and claimed that he loves me is never enough to know what Love really is,,let alone to be one of the reasons to tie the knot...

That the quantity of the time that a couple have spent together is never enough to know what Love really is,,let alone to be one of the reasons to tie the knot...

That saying "i Love you" outloud and having "I Love you too" as the answer is never enough to know what Love really is,,let alone to be one of the reasons to tie the knot...

That sharing all the joy, tears, laughter and sadness is never enough to know what Love really is,,let alone to be one of the reasons to tie the knot...

That dreaming of the future together..the future life..future babies-gonna-be..and else is never enough to know what Love really is,,let alone to be one of the reasons to tie the knot...

That forgiving each other every time each of us had been unfaithful and just moving on afterwards is never enough to know what Love really is,,let alone to be one of the reasons to tie the knot...

That pretending the eyes just don't see and the ears just don't hear to avoid having a big row is never enough to know what Love really is,,let alone to be one of the reasons to tie the knot...

That supporting each other although there isn't any single common vision that we share for the future is never enough to know what Love really is,,let alone to be one of the reasons to tie the knot...

That surviving a thousand-miles-distance relationship along with its own torture to fight every irresistible temptation is never enough to know what Love really is,,let alone to be one of the reasons to tie the knot...

That turning another year older each year and being aware that my clock is ticking is never enough to know what Love really is,,let alone to be one of the reasons to tie the knot...

It took 5 years, 5 months, 14 days..
to finally realize..

That the truth of the matter is,,
To do what's best and accept it sincerely,,
are inevitably painful.
Yet, it is better than hanging on tough with uncertainty and lies...

[ ................... And if I let you go..its not because I never loved you, but its because I always did...........]

~gWenDuDtHz..080707~