The side effect of having many ups and downs times,,,happy,,depressed,,content,,frustrated,,in love,,brokenhearted,,et cetera....is my interest in putting everything into words...And all these times, I wrote,,but then the writings just scattered all over random places..my laptop's hard drive..my notes..my friendster's blog...my random blog (that i even forgot it existed)..and mmm some just still remain inside my head..
A sudden urge to re-read my writings just popped up yesterday..so there I was, re-read my writings and found out that there are quite many that I somehow lost, or just forgot where i stored it..Well...I used to have this blog called "the-mind-of-a-loving-soul", but for several reasons i kept it private and did not publish it..What reasons are there? Well, lets say, I put others' feelings before mine, so not wanting any party to be at a disadvantage was my first reason. Then I was not really sure either, whether the writings are worth reading or not. And people's judgment was also one of the considerations. Coz basically for me, writing itself is about exploring my imagination. I sometime write to share my experience. Sometime to express my thoughts or my ideas into words. Or sometime it is just my mere imagination that might not relate to anything that could possibly happen in my life...(this is a mere advantage for having lived my life as the one and only child, i might be more blessed in the imagination department ;) )
So my worry of people might misjudge or have the wrong perception of my writings was my consideration as well...
Anyway, having re-read my writings, I realize that in one simple writing, it does mean a lot...it reminds me of whatever things that ever happened in my life...reminds me of the thoughts that once were inside my head...reminds me of all the memories, either good ones or bad ones...And the most important is.. it reminds me to be grateful with life..because whatever it was that ever happened back then, it somehow has made me into who I am today..Reminds me that life is utterly a learning process and of course, difficulties, barriers, obstacles, hindrances or hardship always occurs during that process...It is the most valuable achievement to pass through all the troubles...and be a better human. Writings, in a simple way work as a reminder of everything that ones have experienced..And I personally think that my writings are priceless...
Based on those thoughts, I decided to re-post my favorite writings and put it into one new blog..so here it is my "Le monde de moi", or in English it means my world..I hope this blog can be quite entertaining to whoever who reads it...Well, my humble apology for whatever flaws that (I am positively aware) exist in my writings..Sorry to say that I am not a professional writer, but I just hope that by writing things and posting it in my blog, will be quite useful or at least entertaining for others...
Best Regards,
Meinanda Chudahman
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